1 /5 Rayann Johanson: A Church More Concerned with Control Than Compassion
Hope Church presents itself as a welcoming, Christ-centered community, but my experience revealed something deeply concerning. This church cultivates a culture that is, frankly, cult-like in its rigidity and judgment. If you do not conform to their unwritten social and theological codes, you are quietly (and sometimes openly) marginalized. Their message of God’s grace comes with invisible asterisks—extended only to those who live and speak in alignment with leadership expectations.
Perhaps most troubling was the behavior of the former youth pastor, who enlisted young students to perform physical labor on his private farm under the guise of “ministry” and “servant leadership.” The work was often grueling, entirely unrelated to spiritual formation, and absolutely inappropriate for their age group. This was not about teaching values; it was exploitation masked as service. For many, this left emotional and spiritual scars. It’s damaging to a young person’s developing sense of worth to be told that backbreaking labor is Gods will—especially when the primary beneficiary is not the church or the poor, but one individual’s personal property.
Also not a complete reflection of the church, but church members views on any type of difference physically or mentally is disturbing. Multiple members chided us on my brother’s Down syndrome being a direct result of my family’s lineage of sin. I thought we didn’t live under Old Testament law anymore?
The church has yet to meaningfully address these abuses, and the broader culture remains one of spiritual elitism and performance-based belonging. This is not what the Gospel teaches.
As Scripture reminds us:
“Woe to you, teachers of the law and Pharisees, you hypocrites! You shut the door of the kingdom of heaven in people’s faces.”(Matthew 23:13)
I write this not to tear down faith, but to caution those seeking authentic spiritual community. Be discerning. Not all churches that preach grace practice it. Find somewhere else to plug in that’s grace isn’t limited.